worth fighting for, gabi.

[emily jordan]

---------------------------- it's not a dream anymore,

i had yet to show gabriela my new dance routine which i'd thought up for vocal adrenaline. i had to admit, it was pretty good. a lot of highs and a lot of lows. i didn't know whether the others would be able to keep up with me and sing at the same time. jesse probably would. the others, i wasn't so sure about. the song we'd been doing it to wasn't that good but i'd tried to make the choreography fit for the song. not that they'd end up using my dance moves in the end. they never did. it was the part of 'show business'. but i'd keep trying until the coach decided it was perfect, which it was. right now, though, i'd stick with going to meet gabi in the park. i'd probably show it to her there as i had the song on my phone. yes, that's what i'd do. and i'd get a show while i did it. i usually did dances in the middle of the park and people seemed to like it. especially the guys. that was what i really needed, guys to take my mind off.. well. off of things.

i walked out of the bathroom with my towel tied around me and my hair up in another towel. jacob knocked on my door as i took the towel from my hair. "come in." i said quietly, knowing it would be my brother. after all, he was the only other person who lived in our house. the door opened and sure enough, a tall, blonde haired boy stepped inside my bedroom. "sorry, em." he said quietly. i shrugged at him, laughing slightly and walking back into the bathroom. i could hear jacob walking towards my window. that's what he usually did. i didn't know what he wanted, i was only going to meet gabi in the park. i walked back into my bedroom and blinked at the figure stood by my window. "i need to change, leave please brother." i grinned at him when he turned around. he walked out of the bedroom and closed the door. i dropped the towel from around me and pulled on my clothes, sprayed myself and then walked to my dresser. "coast is clear, jake." i called to him and the door opened again. i sat down, taking my make up out of the bag and putting it on. "it's just gabi, right?" he asked me quietly, walking behind me and putting his hands on the back of my chair. i nodded, rolling my eyes and dropping my mascara back into my make up bag. i took out the eyeliner and applied it, turning my head to face jacob. "i promise." i told him, looking back to the mirror and running my hand through my hair. jacob smoothed it down. "hm. want me to do it?" he asked. i rolled my eyes at him but nodded slowly. some people might have thought our brother-sister relationship was a little weird. we were just incredibly close, though. after jacob dried and straightened my hair, i stood up and turned to him. he tilted his head to the side and gave me his lopsided smile. i poked him and then turned back to my dressing table.

my hand quickly went down to my jewellery box and pushed the lid off. i took out the bracelet which belonged to my brother and slid it on my wrist. it was something he'd given me and i was pretty sure it had like a microphone in it so he could see what i was up to. or hear, whatever. i didn't mind, though. i took a necklace from my box and put that on, too. the necklace wasn't actually mine. it belonged to seth hall. my ex boyfriend. who no longer went to carmel high. yes, i was still fairly in love with him. i didn't want to let go and i missed him greatly. i sighed deeply, tucking the necklace down my top and then looking at my brother. "want a lift?" he asked. i laughed at him and then turned to face him, wrapping my arms around him. "jacob, i'm sixteen and quite capable of walking to the park. but thanks." i kissed his cheek quickly before grabbing my bag, sunglasses and phone off the bed and then walking out of the door. "don't be back too-" i didn't hear the rest as i'd walked out of the door. i put my sunglasses on and then made my way to the park. i was sure i'd be there before gabi. i walked towards 'our bench' and then sat down on it, looking at my phone and going down to my contacts. if she wasn't here in a few, i'd phone her. that was how we worked.

gabi, 806 words, me, wear my stilletos, outfit, it sucks bad, sorry. haha.

[gabriela lupei]

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Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?
If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

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It was true, Gabi was lagging behind as she trotted through her home in nothing but a towel. Though unlike most people who were late, Gabi was not rushing herself as she simply trotted along, believing there was plenty of time within those two minutes left before the meeting at the park. Gabi rarely worried about things like that though. Her motto was, 'Its better to be late then to not show up at all.' So she lived by that when she was late. "Uncle, where are my clean clothes!" she soon bellowed out only to hear the muffled reply of them being in the washer, "I don't think those count as clean clothes, ya dick." Grumbling, Gabi trotted back up to her room, stomping upon the stairs as best she could to show her frustration. Her mother was out for some interview, so it was just Uncle Ulric and herself in the house, which meant practically anything went. Whenever Anna was home, things were far more strict and Gabi wouldn't even be able to leave her room like this. Reaching her room, Gabi trotted towards her hamper and looked inside. It was true, most of the dirty clothes in there were gone besides one pair, which was what she was wearing before she showered.

Trotting towards her door, Gabi called out towards Ulric once again, "Oi, why did you take my dirty clothes?!" Soon after her words though, she heard the footsteps coming up the stairs and quickly spotted Ulric at the end of the hall. "Well, seeing as how they were dirty, I believed they were suppose to be cleaned," he replied, a thick Russian accent filling his words. It was odd how her entire family had some sort of accent while Gabi had none, she figured it was mostly because she spent more time around Americans then she did her own family. "Don't you have anything clean in your room? What about that dress your father got you for your birthday?" Ulric added on and only got a look from Gabi as he shook his head, "Someday you will enjoy wearing dresses." Rolling her eyes, Gabi simply swore at him then slammed the door shut. Resting her back against the door, she looked around with her chocolate eyes examining every inch of her room.

Irritated, she moved towards her dresser, pulling everything open to find out if she had anything clean! All she seemed to have were the dresses her father bought for her, which Gabi was refusing to wear. Beyond that, there was nothing! So Gabi put on a clean pair of underwear and reused her old look. Irritating as it may be, she didn't feel like wearing a dress which would have made her life hell. Slipping into her black t-shirt that held a design that consisted of a skull, some roses, and a cross and gold pistols surrounding them. Then she slipped into her blue jeans which had a cross design upon the back pocket. From there, she slipped into her red converse shoes that held wonderful skulls upon the side and snatched up her gold ring that rested upon the table. At the table, Gabi was forced to look at herself as she tilted her head. Black locks of hair still matted to her body as it was still rather wet and Gabi swore she was looking into the past once again. In order to break that feeling, she snatched up her black fedora that sat on the edge of her mirror and placed it upon her head. With a bright smile, she nodded and then put on a line of mascara around her chocolate eyes then left the rest. Adding more simply felt wrong to Gabi and with the tip of her hat to her mirrored figure, Gabs gave a smile and headed towards the door. On the way snatching up her wallet and stuffing it into her back pocket.

In departing, she said farewell to Ulric and snatched her keys from the bowl by the front door. Staring at her watch as she moved towards her silver 2002 Saab convertible. Starting the engine, Gabi was off to the park in seconds and reached there rather quickly. Clearly still late, Gabi made no rush towards their bench as she found a parking spot and then moved towards the park. Approaching the bench, Emily was already there, like always. 'Course noticing that Emily had her cell phone out, made Gabi remember she had forgotten her own. With a shrug, she continued forward and plopped down lazily beside Emily, "Hope you weren't calling me cause my phone ran away with a different man. I really need to stop picking out the slutty phones," she stated with a heavy sigh before focusing upon Emily, "So, what's the plan, Ems?" she queried right away. One of them always had a plan, Gabi certainly did, but she thought she'd see what Emily was plotting first. After all, it was Emily's week, whether she knew it or not!

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emily jordan ;;to whom
840 ;;these words
w'ere
hanseh & eminem ;;for

[emily jordan]

---------------------------- it's not a dream anymore,

i wasn't going to phone gabi just yet, i still had to give her at least five more minutes before i was able to complain about her being late. i was actually looking through the old pictures of me and her. and me and seth, obviously. i missed our old times. mine and gabi's.. not.. mine and his. the ones where we didn't care about anything, just each other. where boys weren't a problem and we could just sit and talk about anything for hours and hours. i looked up from my phone to see a group of boys stood by the fountain. i smiled at them and one of them smiled back before the others nudged him. i rolled my eyes, clearing my throat and looking back to my phone. i frowned at the time, wondering whether gabi was nearly here yet. she probably was walking around the park, becoming one with nature. i'd end up finding her wandering around near the lake and then having to save her life from drowning.

i was about to text her when i heard someone sit beside me. i didn't look up from my phone, though. i didn't need to. the voice which followed the sound of a person sitting down told me that gabi was here. i rolled my eyes at her words, locking my phone and then putting it in my bag. i turned my head to look at gabi and then laughed lightly, rolling my eyes. "no, i wasn't. yet." i told her and then stared at her. "gosh, gabi, your phones are as easy with men as you are." i winked at her. i was only playing and i was pretty sure gabi knew that. if she didn't then she didn't know me. and gabi knew me. "or maybe you should stop picking the guys with sexy phones." i offered, winking at her and then shrugging lightly at her next question. i did know. i would show her my dance and then we'd wander around trying to avoid the subject of seth, get onto it anyway, laugh about things and then go and find some cute guys to tease. i looked down at the bracelet on my wrist and then sighed, clearing my throat again before i looked at her. i put my hand on the necklace, playing with it for a moment while i found my voice again.

"well first, i want to show you my dance." i told her, smiling and then tucking my necklace back into my shirt and pushing myself to stand. i took my phone from my bag again and flicked through the songs, finding the right one and then giving the phone to gabi. "press play when i tell you to." i told her with a grin before moving to the grass. i got into starting position and then nodded at her, meaning that she should turn on my song.

gabi, 488 words, me, wear my stilletos, outfit, my hand hurts and so does my brain. sorry it's so short :c

[gabriela lupei]

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Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?
If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

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Focusing her chocolate eyes upon her friend, Gabi quickly noticed the necklace. The one thing Gabi hated most, it showed how weak Emily was because of that one man, but never would Gabi voice this hatred out loud. Just the opposite, she would stay silent and be there to help Emily through it. Just because Gabi hated Em for keeping that necklace (and wearing it) didn't mean she wouldn't be a proper friend. Gabi supposed it was sort of a reminder, saying that Emily still wasn't over that dill hole that left her and because of what? Sex? The excuse sounded rather pathetic within Gabriela's head and she forced herself to look away from the necklace as she rose her eyes to stare at Emily.

Listening to the words that escaped from Emily's mouth and the smile that spread upon her lips, Gabi knew better. Sure Emily was joking, they exchanged these wonderful little insults in a loving way, but Gabi was more worried about Emily still caring for Seth. It was the latest topic they avoided speaking about, but that didn't stop Gabi from thinking about it every time. Smiling with Emily, Gabi gave a gentle shrug of her shoulders. "Well, I would, but the guys with ugly phones are just as ugly. And who would honestly want to wake up next to something like that? Sleeping with it would be fine, if it wasn't around in the morning and those ones normally are," she stated with a sickened shudder. Not that she knew from experience, Gabi tended to be rather picky with who she 'bedded' and always made sure they were to her tastes. As Gabi spoke though, she noticed Emily playing with that evil little necklace like it was some sort of religious artifact. The thought disgusted Gabriela. 'How can I help her get over that wanker,' she queried to herself before her ears were greeted by Emily's voice once again.

Hearing how Emily had a dance to show, Gabriela was not honestly surprised by it and gave a firm nod as she smiled, "Let's hope its good then or else I'll hafta find a new best friend," she teased with a grin. Gabi wasn't afraid of the dance being bad, most of the time Emily was very good. The only thing Gabi rarely liked was the music since she was a rather picky listener, but she never held that against the dance. Taking the phone from Emily, Gabi slouched upon the bench, brought her left leg to rest over her right, and rested the phone upon her lap as she stared at Emily who got ready to sing and dance. Instantly Gabriela was wondering what sort of song Emily was going to do this time around, it was always the first question that came through Gabi's mind when Em did this sort of stuff. Within the moment Emily got to the grass and gave Gabi a nod, she pushed play and let the music ripple through the air as she watched Emily intently, curiosity growing with each passing second. 'What kind of show does she have for me today,' was all Gabi could think as the show started.

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emily jordan ;;to whom
534 ;;these words
w'ere
hanseh & eminem ;;for

[emily jordan]

---------------------------- it's not a dream anymore,

i'd seen her looking at the necklace and i knew she didn't like it. but i'd keep it on. it meant something to me and plus, i liked the charm on it. i could've been sillier and kept one of his shirts. though i was pretty sure i'd stolen one of those, too. i cleared my throat, rolling my eyes at her words about the ugly phones. "well, that's not true." i grinned. "we'll find you a super hot boy with a super ugly phone later, deal?" i grinned wider and then laughed lightly. "you could always get up real early and disperse. my brother usually gets rid of mine. i'm sure he'd help you, too." i told her, pouting a little. jacob loved gabi, he honestly did. he'd always told me that he enjoyed gabi's company but he was worried about her being around loads of 'bad boys' too. i'd always told him to stop being such a worry butt and he'd done his signature tongue poke and strutting out of the room. only to walk back in because he'd forgotten his phone or something. "and another thing.." i went on. "stop eyeing my necklace up like it's a gift from the devil." i shook my head. "it's from the devil's wimpy little brother." i winked at her. i didn't mean that. seth wasn't wimpy. he was just a gentleman.

i shook seth thoughts from my head and put my hand on my hip, turning so i had my back to gabi. i laughed at her comment and then closed my eyes, smiling as the music started. it was just the way you are by bruno mars because i adored his music. i turned to face her slowly, moving to the music and then stopping when i was facing her. my foot began to tap slowly and then i got into the dance, turning here and there and then dropping down to the floor. the movements went with the music and i had to move fast to keep up. it was easy to do though because i'd practised this dance so many time. as it got to the chorus, i walked towards gabi and then pointed at her. "because you're amazing, just the way you are!" i grinned at her and then stepped back into the dance. i continued to move to the song, closing my eyes as i really got into it. i was quite aware that the boys who had been looking earlier were now watching my dance. "when i see your face there's not a thing that i would change. 'cause you're amazing, just the way you are!" i sang to gabi. "and when you smile~. the whole world stops and stares for a while~. 'cause girl you're amazing just the way you are." i pointed at her again. "yeah." i let the note go on for a few moments before opening my eyes and grinning really wide at her. "well?" i clapped lightly and then skipped to her, sitting beside her and biting my lip.

"do you need to find a new best friend? or am i safe?" i looked up at the boys, biting my lip lightly and then looking back at gabi. i lifted my hand up to the necklace again, fiddling with the charm on it and waiting for gabi to answer.

gabi, me, wear my stilletos, outfit, my hand hurts and so does my brain. sorry it's so short :c

[gabriela lupei]

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Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?
If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

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Gabriela was quite happy that her only boyfriend was a nut job and made dumping him all the easier. But on that same notion, he did try to rape her, which forced Gabi to dump him rather then what happened with Emily and Seth. He having dumped her, it clearly had to hurt the poor girl. All Gabi could do now was try to push Emily out of the stump known as Seth and find a new place to put Emily, somewhere safer. Her mind began to drift away though, thinking about other things, that was until Emily's voice ripped through the air. The disturbance forced Gabi to focus upon her friend, listening to her voice speak. The concept of a super hot boy with a super ugly phone nearly seemed like a fairy tale told to little boys and girls, like the boogy man. Chuckling softly, she swayed upon the bench idly, not daring to say a single word that popped into her head. Mostly because Gabi knew people were looking over every so often and what she had to say was so not PG-13. "Sure, sure," was all she said, avoiding what she really wanted to say, "Oh, and I don't know about borrowing your brother. For you I'm sure he is quite helpful, with me, he may find that he is the man in my bed," she stated nonchalantly, not trying to imply much of anything, simply stating.

When the topic of Seth's necklace came up, Gabi gave an innocent look, a look that made it seem like she should have a halo hovering above her head. "I don't know what you are talking about because the devil is a cool man. No, Seth is more like a distant cousin of Jesus. Has the name, but none of the fame," she smirked deviously, "After all, to be related to the devil, he'd need to have an evil bone in him, which he truly doesn't seem to have. Least from what I noticed," Gabi argued with a firm nod sealing the deal. That was perhaps the best way to even describe Seth, least Gabi always thought. A Jesus wanna-be with no magic and lacking all of the godly wisdom.

Removing Seth from her mind, much like Emily, Gabi focused upon the task at hand, watching Emily dance. It wasn't a rare spectacle, but always an enjoyable one as she tilted her head while the music got started. Instantly Gabriela knew she hated whatever was playing, not like she knew, she just knew she hated it. Watching Emily with a critical eye, Gabi forced herself to hold a serious look upon her face, devious ideas popping inside, especially when Emily began to sing. Without letting her focus leave Emily, Gabi noticed the boys who were now watching Emily, but not in the same way Gabi was. No, they had more lust in their glances, almost as if picturing Emily naked. It was almost disgusting to think about. Well, the whole guys picturing her naked, not so much the picturing Emily naked on Gabi's own. Not that Gabi was a lesbian, she was just odd and happily had her opinions on anything!

As the same came to its end, Gabi scrunched her nose and gave a thoughtful look as Emily asked her little question while she sat down. Tapping her chin, Gabi slowly started to speak, "Weell," she elongated the word, "I did see one main problem with your entire dance," she stated with an agreeable nod, "Yes, you were wearing too much clothes," she soon stated with a deviant smirk. Nudging Emily, Gabi leaned a bit closer to Emily as she whispered, "So, do you want any of those little boys watching you or should we move on to someone better?" she queried. Pulling away, Gabi gave a playful giggle, as if she had said something else into Emily's ear. It wasn't to fool Emily, but rather give the guys something to think about as Gabi looked over at them and smiled as she licked her lips. Playing this little game was one of Gabi's favorite past times. Teasing them and leaving them to sweat. Always enjoyable!

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emily jordan ;;to whom
698 ;;these words
w'ere
hanseh & eminem ;;for

[emily jordan]

---------------------------- it's not a dream anymore,

i knew that gabi would now be going on to think about seth. i couldn't blame her. afterall, i'd never really told her why he'd dumped me. i didn't blame him.. i mean, it was my fault anyway. if i'd have denied what i'd been accused of then maybe he'd still be here with me. sat on the bench along with gabi watching me dance. so i wouldn't have to eye up the other guys and try to make them come to me. seth would have just been there, sat ready for me to snuggle into him and fall asleep. it had only been a month ago since we'd broken up and i still missed him like mad. sleeping with other boys made me feel a little better but it didn't change the fact that those boys weren't seth. i couldn't have given him my virginity; i'd lost that a long time ago. but i could've just let myself be with him and only him. i hadn't cheated on him. the only reason i'd not said anything was because i was afraid. afraid that if i went on being the perfect couple with him, i might have eventually turned around and slept with someone else. i wasn't with seth for that. i'd just rather be accused of something i didn't do, than do it and have to tell him i had. it was a lot easier just sitting there and watching him believe that i'd cheated. gabi's words brought my back to real life and i raised my eyebrows at her. i laughed and then shook my head. "now, now gabi. you know that he wouldn't do that to me." i grinned and poked her arm. "so.. you have a thing for my brother now, do you?" i laughed and then rolled my eyes.

i watched her and then laughed once more. "seth was cool, gabi." i told her. "he was just a lot nicer than every other guy around." i shrugged lightly, my hand moving back to my necklace. it was the only thing i had that still attached him to me and i was sure that if he remembered that i had it, he'd want it back. i wouldn't give it to him, though. "well, that would make him heavenly." i winked at her, fluttering my eyelashes dreamily. "i gave him the fame." i whispered quietly, looking down at my legs and then frowning. i looked up at her again, rolling my eyes. "well.. you haven't seen all of his bones have you?" i knew she'd get what i was talking about. i grinned at her and then rolled my eyes. "i'm pretty sure he wanted to run around with a gun and shoot everyone when i didn't deny that i'd cheated on him." i bit my lip and looked back down at my legs.

i frowned when gabi scrunched her nose up. that usually meant she had something to pick at with my dance. i waited for what she had to say, not liking the elongated 'well'. i bit my lip as i waited for her to finish her sentence "oh? was it something i can fix because..i .." i stopped when she went on to tell me what was actually wrong with it. i smirked at her and then shrugged lightly. "well. i guess i can do it again without clothes." i told her and then gave an odd giggle. i wouldn't, obviously. i might just stand up and pretend to take my shirt off to give the guys looking a little bit of a show. i was pretty sure they'd enjoy it and i was good enough at teasing. i looked back at the boys when gabi brought them up and shrugged lightly. "i think we can have a little play around with them before we move to the big boys." i told her, tilting my head to the side and shrugging my shoulders lightly. "so, what're we doing first? talk or tease them?"



gabi, me, wear my stilletos, outfit, sorry it sucks :c

[gabriela lupei]

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Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?
If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

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There was little denying that Emily's brother was a looker, but did Gabi actually want him? Not really. Though that didn't mean she couldn't imply that she did. Made things more interesting when he was around. 'Course when Emily queried about it, Gabi simply gave a slight shrug to her shoulders and let her eyes drift off into the distance. Evading answers to questions was one of Gabi's specialties, but sometimes Emily was not to keen to let them go away. This time, Gabi believed Emily would simply take the lack of an answer and leave it at that. After all, did she really want to know? Who ever wanted to know the sex life of one of their siblings in the first place. Though with Em's brother, it was more like a lack of one since he seemed to spend most of his time worrying about Emily rather than getting himself a girl. The question was now bugging Gabi as she wasn't completely sure if he even did have anyone. Every time Gabi saw him, he was lecturing Emily about something silly like not coming in too late or something of the sort. To be honest, Gabi never saw him outside of Emily's home. Giving a shrug, Gabi focused back upon Emily before she spoke softly, "Depends, is your brother single?" she stated bluntly. By this time, the question simply had to come out for Gabi required the answer and she couldn't find it within her own mind. So might as well pick Emily's!

Listening carefully to Emily's words, Gabi caught the was when she spoke of Seth. A giggle came instantly to her lips from that little comment. And there it was again, that word of past tense which was, for some reason, rather funny to Gabi. Holding her comments though, Gabi simply gave a faint nod as her attention drifted else where. Noticing out of the corner of Gabi's eyes that Emily was once again molesting that poor necklace, like some sort of precious heirloom. Sighing softly, Gabi moved closer to Emily and wrapped an arm around her shoulders. "Oh yes, so very heavenly and you did do that. Before you, he was simply a no body," she smiled brightly before shaking her head slowly, "Ew, I am happy I didn't see all of his goods." Shuddering at the mere thought, Gabi quickly shoved it aside and focused on her next comment. Slowly raising her brow, she stared at Emily, "That's why he dumped you? Cause you said you wouldn't tell the truth?" She shook her head again and was rather amazed that Emily did something like that with someone she supposedly loved. Alas, Gabi loved Emily with all her heart, but understanding how Emily works is not something Gabi specializes in, clearly.

Teasing Emily was one of the best past times for Gabi, but she did it out of love and most of the time Emily knew this fact to be very true. The only time Emily should truly worry is when Gabi is not playfully teasing her. After all, teasing is one of Gabi's ways of showing how much she loves, or hates, you. Chuckling at Emily's response, she gave a deviant smirk and tilted her head to the left as she pictured that little comment coming true. "Hm, I don't know, those boys may go a little too crazy if you did that," she imagined. Diverting her gaze to the boys once again, Gabi began to realize how 'young' they were and often times those young ones were rather annoying. Emily was right though, teasing these boys would be more interesting than doing anything more with them. Now the bigger question was on hand, tease or talk. Mulling over the question, Gabi wasn't fully sure which route would be best to do first. "Hm, we could always lure them over here," she soon stated, finding that she was feeling rather lazy at the moment, so getting them to come over here would be the best. Smirking, she looked at Emily than towards the boys before smiling brightly and turning quickly to Emily as she whispered, "So, when we are done here, have any place you desire to go or just anywhere?"

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emily jordan ;;to whom
707 ;;these words
w'ere
hanseh & eminem ;;for

[emily jordan]

---------------------------- it's not a dream anymore,

part of me actually wanted gabi to date my brother. as weird as it sounded - because he was in his twenties and gabi was only sixteen - i couldn't help but think that gabi would be good for him. not to mention, he'd be able to look after her and me at the same time without worrying about the other. of course, he wouldn't dream of dating my best friend. and not just because of his age. i'd already confronted him about being homosexual. he hadn't had a girl around for a really long time and it was quite worrying. but, after a long time of him laughing, he'd assured me that he didn't need a girlfriend right now but he did like girls. he also told me i shouldn't be worried that he was turning to like the men more. i'd simply told him i wouldn't be bothered, i was just asking. and then he'd bought me ice cream. probably to shut me up about the whole thing. i knew it embarrassed him that i knew more about relationships and things than he did. well, not more. but i'd been in a lot more than he had. well.. not relationships. but.. whatever. i nodded at her question. "yes." i told her, smirking lightly and raising my eyebrows. "and he's straight. or so he says."

i didn't really think much about it because it was starting to get a little weird. i simple looked down at my shorts and smiled at them. i don't know why i was smiling at my shorts. maybe because i was still holding seth's necklace in my hand. i looked back at gabi, dropping my hand from the necklace and deciding i needed to focus. i put my head on her shoulder when she wrapper her arm around me. she was comfy, i had to admit. i sighed lightly, rolling my eyes at her words. "yeah but at least he didn't seem to care about that. just me." i bit my lip and sighed happily. and then it hit me that we weren't even dating anymore. i lifted my head from her shoulder and then brought my knees up to my chest, my feet resting on the bench. "he was my nobody." i told her, shrugging lightly. i laughed when she said the next thing and then rolled my eyes. "oh, but it was really nice. trust me. big, too." i shrugged casually and then bit my lip again. i nodded slowly. "well, i didn't deny that i'd cheated on him. and i didn't confirm it, either." i told her. "i guess i just felt that if i swore i hadn't cheated, i might have done so soon enough." i looked down at my legs.

i pushed seth out of my mind again, grinning widely at gabi and then pushing myself off the bench. "come on, gabi." i told her. "lets give the boys a show." i told her and then began to move my hips in what could only be described as a seductive fashion. i ran my hands through my hair, closing my eyes and then humming some random song. i didn't know what it was but it just came to my head. i stopped after a minute and then burst out laughing, taking a deep breath and then composing myself. "yeah, let's do that." i told her and then turned to face the boys, putting my hands on my hips and then licking my lips slightly. i stepped backwards until i was sat back on the bench and put my hands in my lap. i looked back to gabi and shrugged lightly. "we'll ask for their numbers and then run towards the trees?" i offered, shrugging and then turning my head as i saw one of the boys turn towards us.



gabi, me, wear my stilletos, outfit,

[gabriela lupei]

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Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?
If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

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Noticing the raise in Emily's brow as she gave her response to her brother being single, Gabi could only give a gentle laugh and a nod. What more was there to truly do? "Aw, and here I was hoping he might have been bi," she pouted playfully before continuing with her words, "could have made for an interesting night." Deviant, that is what Gabi was and her mind often followed quickly behind her. Though anyone around her long enough got use to it and barely noticed the difference. Gabriela always saw it as her being herself, somewhat unique and somewhat naughty. Who could truly deny her those pleasures? 'Course Gabi will be the first to admit she did think about dating Emily's brother, he was a good man. The only thing stopping her is the fact that its Emily's brother. Dating him would just feel weird and Gabi was not really interested in that. Not to mention if something bad happened, would it ruin their little Gemily relationship? So keeping Emily was more important than dating her brother. Another devious smirk came to Gabi's lips as she thought about simply dating Emily! Would certainly remove a lot of pain for the both of them, no? The fact neither were lesbians could be altered, right? Shrugging mentally, Gabi shoved the idea aside as they moved on.

Was it shallow of them to want fame and money? Gabriela didn't think so since greed was the pass time of nearly every American businessman these days. Everyone is striving for more, so why can't they have a slice of it? Sure people like Seth wouldn't agree that they are greedy, but they want something, which makes them greedy in turn. With Emily resting her head down, Gabi gave a gentle smile and rubbed Emily's shoulder thoughtlessly. "Meh, he cared, you just cared more," she responded with honesty, "Who doesn't want their name known? Even serial killers want to be known, tis why some kill," she reasoned. Perhaps her logic was a bit morbid, but that was how Gabi saw the truth, everyone wanted their name out there. Especially the ones that acted like they didn't care, they simply didn't want to admit it. Though Emily's next statement almost made Gabi want to gag. It was so romantic that it was rather sickening. Withdrawing her arm, Gabi slowly responded, "Yes, you're slimmy no body," she said with some disgust in her voice before shaking her head slowly, "and I will actually pretend you didn't say anything about it," she added on. Why would Gabi want to know anything about Seth anyways? She had her opinion on him and she wasn't about to change it since she was a stubborn young shrew! Rolling her eyes however, Gabi laid back against the arm of the bench as she turned to fact Emily, "Sweety, you underestimate yourself, you are stronger than that and you know it." Gabi almost felt like lecturing Emily on the subject, but she decided against it as she simply let it drift away.

Perking a brow at Emily's change in mood, Gabi tilted her head to the left and watched as Emily got off the bench. "Hm, no. I fear if I start dancing, they may run the other direction unless I were to strip," she chuckled as she watched Emily's hips swaying in their seductive manner, "Probably why I keep my singing and dancing to the shower." Another laugh escaped from her lips as she couldn't help but be amused by Emily's antics. She was always good for a laugh or two after all. Perhaps one of the main reasons Gabi keeps the choir girl around, for the laughter and fun. Then again, what other reasons are there to be someone's friend? As Emily came to sit down once again, Gabi turned herself around upon the bench and laid down, resting her head upon Emily's leg, "Or we could just get up and run to the forest right now! Like they are those fat goat people and we are elusive tree people. I forget what they are called, but yeah," she smirked, "course this tree person is feeling too lazy to run. So maybe we'll do your plan first," she nodded softly as she began to play with her brown locks idly. Looking over at the boys idly, Gabi noticed one of them looking this way and gave him a shy smile as she waved at him. "Is it just me or is that boy wearing some sort of nerd shirt?" Gabi questioned under her breath as she now was able to sort of see what this boy was wearing, but Gabi desired confirmation, in case she was seeing things.

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emily jordan ;;to whom
787 ;;these words
w'ere
hanseh & eminem ;;for